i literally used up all my energy.
i feel like sleeping, again.

i was called up for an interview at tp for hospitality and tourism management, leisure and resort management. because of my bloody hell 14pts, it cant ensure me that i'll get into the courses that i want. i was fighting a place for myself with people from good schools such as nanyang girls'. imagine hearing people saying, ' oh i'll be going to london to participate in the competition in march.' ' yes, im a ballet dancer who danced for my school in other countries for competitions.' ' im currrently working in sentosa and i get to interact with tourists often.'

and and, i need to say, ' i hold a blah blah blah position in my blah blah blah CCA and i do public performances such as one in ngee ann city.' haha, that seriously doesnt impress the people much though. i seriously suck at introducing myself. why not try to hold a jokes contest? i might seriously win. okay, that's pretty lame.

i think i can just forget about persuing my dreams. ahhh, the course that i've been always wanting to go for the past 2 years. damn it. okay, just DONT make me get into Retail management.

and i think it's pretty cruel when people are being judge by their looks. aint trying to imply on any specific matter or people. i was just pondering about after my interview. okay whatever, there's nothing wrong with being ordinary too. haha. having awesome friends and a nice boyfriend is more than enough.